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I am a hormonal - moody - crying - machine, and it is not fun at all. I cried HONESTLY 7 times today, and those are the full tears not just the almost going to cry moments. I am so all over the place that I am in no way productive or useful to anyone in the world. I really think it would be best if I got in bed and slept till the baby is finished creating itself. I have faith that my baby can do it alone! :)

I decided I will tell my teachers I am knocked up and a typical prego- because I can not focus on a damn thing and I am really attempting to NOT fail my last year. I told my teacher tonight and she was really great about it and told me to copy my doctor's note and give it to my other teachers and see what options I have just so that I know JUST IN CASE. Which was helpful, but i am still a big ball of stress.

On a happpy note? I have my first prenatal appointment on May 14th- which should prove to be incredibly amazing since it is costing me $2,000- what is wrong with the world? I also have been looking at my baby name book and I am finding lots more wonderful names to consider for my little embryo. <33

I am attempting to focus on the wonderful baby growing inside me and not everything and everyone else which is driving me nuts!!

That is what my baby looks like- cute stuff right?

(say yes or i may cry, yell, or just puke on you- awkward)