Oh Goodness !

Well it isn't that I haven't been busy the last few days - it is just that I have been sick and sick and gross and tired and SO tired and cranky, because I am very cranky now. This is TOO many days in a row of what I need to find a new name for because morning sickness is just not giving this credit... maybe the never-ending-baby-induced-stomachache-puke-tired-cranky-ugh-sickness, or is that name too long? None the less I am now puking and not able to hold more than a SINGLE "meal" down and it is a looong process because I have to give myself a few bites at a time or I will puke. I am so over everyone's lack of sympathy. Whoever is unsympathetic or tells me that is it just part of it and to deal with it or that everyone goes through it..... well everyone has the flu or diareaha or chicken pox but we still rub their back and buy them soup and make them a hot cup of tea and tell them that everything is going to be okay.

What the heck! I am making a baby -where is my damn back rub and cup of relaxing herbal tea???? Please tell me if I am being unreasonable (which would be a bad idea) but I haven't eatten a good meal in almost a week and I haven't enjoyed a day without wanting to puke in a week and I have been working and thinking really hard about school! I am a busy girl who is putting up with a lot of bull crap!!! Can't someone give me some words of reassurance, concern, or general kindness. SHEESH.

Anyways- I told my boss to cut back my hours and if I want to work I will just come in and pick up, because it isn't worth the trouble if I am just going to be sick. We will see how the schedule looks.

Super excited because my best friend Kennedy is finding out the sex of her baby and whichever she is having I think I have to have the opposite of so they can fall in love and get married... Good plan - I know!! Or at least they can have a romantic picnic or something <33>

Time for sleep- cross the fingers for a good day tomorrow!