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This weekend was a little on the rough side. Lots of crying and laying in bed without sleeping or sleeping for about an hour at a time for every three hours I am in bed. I was all motivated the other night so I took a long bath with Jasmine Bath Salts and went to bed and lit a couple vanilla scented candles while i put some yummy lotion on and curled up in bed and for almost five whole minutes I was totally relaxed.... it was a good five minutes :P

This week I am going to schedule an appointment with my psychiatrist so that I can get a recommendation for a psychologist or something. I looked up some stuff on-line and some study said that women who are bipolar and stop taking meds will have a greater portion of weeks ill during pregnancy- a five times greater chance. Good to know :(

Good News? I am not constipated AND my nails look totally amazing: they are long and hard and i put a boring clear nail polish on them but they look fantastic. I have been weighing myself and I am still around 2-4 lbs gained; I have stayed very nicely below the 5 lbs mark- it sure will depress me when I sky rocket past that out of nowhere one day. hehe. It is almost July which is my most exciting month to-date: doc. appointment, foo fighters, and SONOGRAM. Yes those three events make 31 days very exciting :) THEN I will be off to Virginia to see me best friend. I can't believe "summer" is halfway over.

Well I need to try and sleep again. I have only been up a couple hours but ugh.