I have had what is either a great or really disappointing realization. I am so much better in multiple aspects of my life now that I am pregnant. Now, this could be for MULTIPLE reasons, but if it is hormones, medication changes, newer developments in life, or just some maternal changes that make me nicer. I have also become highly productive- n0w this could be called a few things: being manic (no medication), nesting, or maternal instinct kicking in and I want to make sure I have a perfect home for my baby! No matter what the reason is... I like myself sooo much more. Here are a few random examples:
At work I have been known for being fairly bitchy- but in my defense it is only because so many people are so stupid. Haha, which I suppose still makes me sound mean. Now I sit around and talk to new people and even if I don't like them I am still way nicer than I ever was to new server types. This one guy who is newer- maybe he has been here for a couple months- well he tells me how when he first met me he thought I was such a bitch and I yelled at him for something, blah blah. BUT then he didn't see me for awhile (I worked less because of the morning sickness) and NOW he thinks I am so much better and nice and fun. I had to explain I was a bitch and now I am nice. People at work HUG ME... I can't explain how different it is!!
At home, I clean- dust, vacuum, sweep, mop, clean showers and toilets. I do laundry and hang clothes up after ward and fold my underwear. My family thinks it has just been a good month :P I used to be the last one in my family ready when we would go places, now I am one of the first and even put effort into how I look. I sent my best friend something for her baby shower and a card; they arrived ON TIME... I don't know that I have ever sent something and had it arrive ON TIME. I am a procrastinator and I am lazy and NOW I AM NOT!
Which means that either pregnancy or motherhood suite me so well. :) While most pregnant women become bitchy God looked down and realized that it wasn't possible for me to be more bitchy so he did the opposite! Though I have my moments, but it is normally because I am pushed to a certain point because of multiple events and I finally start crying and throwing a pregnancy temper tantrum.
Time to go eat!!!! Chinese Food maybe? Yummm... Yummm...
FYI: if you still think I am a bitch and that there is no way I could be nice then it is probably because you aren't a nice person and that is why I haven't become nice to you :P haha had to clear that up!!!
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
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